she wants to cry
shout her heart out.
been so hurt
over and over again

someone's pulling her down
down into the abyss of oblivion
and stole the only reason
of her existence

the pain is unbearable -
she almost choked of despair

she nearly fainted -
and pondered
if she will be truly happy again?


deep inside her
she wants freedom -
from all sorrows,
heartaches,
and worries
and forget everything
and everyone,
FOR A MOMENT
until she regains her strength.